Even though you don't want me to I do love you, more than ever. I miss you so much that it hurts, all the time since the day you said it was over. Time doesn't help. Being apart from you doesn't help either. Not when I know that I'm going back to see you in  a couple of months. This is hell.

 This is me being honest about my feelings. 

But hey, I'm a strong girl. I always been. I've kept my real feelings a secret for such a long time now but I think it's time to let me show you who I really am.

 I'm unique and I'm better than you ever could imagine. 

Love.